tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8177807531489654379.post614502490644732502..comments2010-10-07T17:50:01.448-07:00Comments on Her Battle: barren woman IMeganhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02444357322618527774noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8177807531489654379.post-12741169689161535472010-09-29T21:20:34.691-07:002010-09-29T21:20:34.691-07:00I love you, cousin <3I love you, cousin <3Meganhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02444357322618527774noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8177807531489654379.post-10629589089918135872010-09-17T09:23:09.179-07:002010-09-17T09:23:09.179-07:00I can't imagine being a married woman, and &q...I can't imagine being a married woman, and "Fully Equipped" for being able to have children. But being in my situation, and having to create the possibility myself, is a heartache of itself. I feel "punished" and different because I can't create children the conventional way. And I keep wondering why it has to be a struggle. Asking God, "Aren't I as deserving as everyone else?", "Isn't there some way for it all to fall into place?" "Haven't I worked hard enough in life?" And feel guilty for asking any questions at all. I have dreams of experiencing the joys of raising a child, providing my parents with a grandchild, my grandparents a great-grandchild, and experiencing that joy with everyone. You and Leif are the closest thing I have to siblings. It would be incredible to experience those things with you and your families too ;-) <br /><br />So I guess I'm saying, I can relate to the wonder and longing. And I wonder, when might it happen for us, too?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com